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Please send me any of the nonsense talk you write to post on this page... Back to nonsense
episode 1 Nonsense episode 2: Human - with their intelligence - did walk to long way to the current modern day with every comportable materials around... Even though people discoveried too many things, knew much better about their inner and outter self to self-improve themself, but just like all the others that stay in this universe, they still have not yet find out all the mistery of their being... That will make them to always wonder about their minds and their actions... Well, I wouldn't dare to discuss about all the psychology discoveries, I just ask you all for few minutes to talk about nonsense thoughts of mine... Human, they are just so conflicted between their thoughts and their actions... Even sometimes, all of their wishes and wants just go right against each another... Most of people are afraid that if time goes by so fast then they will have to face the oldness soon, but thosee same people at their workplaces always wish that the clock can run faster so that the day is over and they can go home soon... I assume that you will argue with me that it was just a short moment they wish the clock to run faster only, then everything will go back to normal of wishing for the clock to run slower, no big deal... Oh yeah? No big a deal? Let me do a quick calculation about how many years a person gets stuck at work... Just say that a person works 8 hours a day, 5 days a week, that makes 40 hours a week... Let say that person works 50 weeks a year (the other 2 weeks are his/her holidays), that makes 2000 hours a year... Now, divide that hours by 24, that makes almost 84 full days (24 hours each day) for each working year of his/hers... So, every 4 working years will make 1 full year working (when I said full, it meant days of 24 hours each)... If that person only works from his/her 20 year old until 64 years old to make exactly 44 working years, divide that by 4 will make 11... That means he/she has to work 11 full year, 24 hours each day... Now, you tell me it is no big a deal? Beside that conflict I mentioned above, I can tell you more about other conflict wishes of people... Say, when you were in school, you always long for any day off, holiday, summer, whatever so that you can take a break from school... Sometimes - say it out will sound like a sin - you even felt so happy yur teachers were sick and couldn't make it to teach you in the class... Then, when you were out of school and step into real world, you felt so sorry and wished to be able to be back in school... You promised that if you could, you would love you teachers, and study real hard... Also when you were young, you always wanted to be an adult... You played to be an adult, you tried to act like one (even that just made you look more like a baby boy/girl more than ever)... Then, when you grew up and be an adult, you wanted to act like a young person, you wished to get back to your youth in whatever cost it may ask for... If I keep talking about all the conflicts of human wishes and wanted, it will be forever and will ask for a very thick book to write them down... In fact, it's not because they have conflicts in their minds, it is just that people rarely feel satisfied with what they have in hands... Like people used to say that is "wish to be on a higher one when standing on the current mountain", the ones they don't currently have always make them want more... You know that there are many people from the countryside want to come living in the city so that they can access to the modern, crowded fun around... Then there are many people from the city love to find a quiet place in the countryside to avoid the loud, jammed life of the city... Unfortunately, sometimes they want to take all the comfortable modern materials back to the countryside with them also because they got too used to them around, that incidently day by day turn the countryside into a small version of the loud, jammed city they just tried to hide from... People have the current modern life because they never stop dream to have more of anything... By learning, by self-improve, and never stop, they get the human society to the life today - filled with all the comfortable materials around... Some of them do that just because of their big passion of discovery, some do for their needed... If they were just like a cat, just love to be feeded everyday, sleep full everyday, play around everyday and that will be enough then human society would be still in the period of eat rate food and live in a cave of the old days... But being much smarter than others is not always a big pleasure... If you don't even satisfy yourself with what you have, how can you feel satisfied of what your fate brings to you? People sometimes have to admit that there is a payback, exchange rule of fate... Take me as an example, when I was young I was rarely home; but now unless I have to go to work or have to get out there to do something very important, I just want to home all the times... The rule also applied trickly on me in my love life... Before my twenty years old, even I was not much lucky in love like others but at least almost 10 girls love me... Now, I couldn't find one who loves me... OK, enough with the nonsense for today then... I'll catch you all in another day and continue this talk... Now I'm an adult who cannot have fun in school like I used to, cannot play boy games, and have to come to work 5 days a week where I always hope the clock to run faster so that I can go home... For now, I just want to sleep tight at home, not going anywhere... Wednesday, July 09th, 2003 Dan Nam Phan |
